Let’s Be Honest…
Once a year for the last 2 years I’ve popped on over to air out my desires to release music. I’ve talked about how I want to be more consistent. And to be completely honest, I haven’t. I think I’ve found pockets of growth and added layers of capacity, but the output has still been less than desirable. I think last year I had some good reasons, but I wish I didn’t come here to talk about the plans that just weren’t going according to plan. So, no… I’m not writing this to give a date, no I’m not saying that this time will be different. I’m really not here to say too much of anything… But just know that I know, I’ve been saying soon for a long time. For all of our sakes, I hope soon is sooner than I think it is. Because I don’t want to look up another year from now with the same plans I’ve had for the last 2 years. It’s about time that something different takes place. Going to try to report back in a week or so.
Wouldn’t Be The First Time
This wouldn’t be the first time I looked up and hadn’t created or done all the things I thought I would do. Working to make it the last time though. I want to share the art I create and I want to do that in a way where I’m not expecting anything other than me being myself. Enjoying the person I am, whether that’s weird or cool or vulnerable. No longer do I want to burden myself with the thought that somebody may not like what I’m doing… Did I like what I did? If so, then I will live with result of knowing I did something for me. And if I’m blessed enough; to have done something for others as well.
New Music OTW
For the first time in a long time, I have a song coming out and I feel good about it. There’s been a lot going on in my life, personally and professionally, and a lot of times it felt like I was trying to find a reason to release music to survive. With this one though, I feel like I’m in control of my fate. And it might not be the best release in terms of numbers, but it feels good that I’m creating what I want releases to feel like. It’s been fun. I’ve got some more work to do, but I’m happy to say “New music on the way”